Saturday, August 7, 2010

August 7 , 2010

Its 9:34 PM............saturday............have lodzz of memories wid d word saturday night........

THERE was a time in school wen i used to hate this night coz next day is sunday n i really want to go school on sunday also........
In high school  saturday night was a relaxed event no tutions no work nothing else only n only plannings 4 sunday or friends chat over fones, lodzz of calls ,grand discussion on rumours over d school....damn those were the days of life.........i missed dat a lot..........

Know wat last night i was sad,actually disturbed & confused .....
what i was thinking is------to reverse the time.....the time wen i was in 9th standard...i wanted to went back in dat class to live this life again ,......with a new start,no memories of these past 7 years......

that was a dream  dream which wouldnt be true coz we cant reverse the time......Y it happens wen we go ahead in life den we realise that the past time was awsum n present one is hectic......the question is will dat really happen wen i will sit like dat only in my room n will think about this time???....n miss dat in future??

strange are the questions which arrive in my mind always.......

aaahhhh.......about today is.......its my cuzn's bday who is 5 yr old sweet kid......how happy he is .......kids r soo sweet n tensionfree.......d real life is their ho believe in eat cake rather den put it on the cheek of bday boy....:)....


people grow......thinkings change.....lifestyle improves...but in reality they degrades in d real life called the purity of life........wid pure herats pure minds.......utmost njoy ......

wat made me feel that is..a sweet kid in hospital today....i was waiting in waiting hall 4 my appointment to doc....a 5 yr old cute boy came n the conversation was like below

boy- hi 
me - hello...wid a big smile
boy - Do u know me? (It was probably my question after few secs but he overtaked me soo fast r these kids man i mummered )
me - not axactly....do u know me?
boy - yes i know you well....
me - oh really! (AMAZED........kids who really go far from me knows me howcum??)
boy - yes i know you my mumma told me about you.....
me - haann......(his mumma must know me sumhow.......)....well who is ur mumma let me know plz...
boy..- there she is.......
me - wat m seeing is a cute young lady luks like a final year student ...1st impressed how maintained she is...she is havin 5 yr old son ....another thot....his hubby mst feel proud to introduce her wid his frns as he iz havin such well maintained wife after probably 8 yrs of marriage...
finally
me - hey may i know ur name plz (to that cute boy)
he- ya my name is Arsh.....
me - its soo sweet....like u 
Arsh - I know ur name already.....(another shocking words to me....damn man how he know me n i even don know his mom...is he doin timepass wid me......)
me - really? well tell me wats my name??
Arsh - ur name is fairy......rite??
me - fairy...????who told u dat???ur mom??
Arsh - no
me - den....y u said my name is fairy...m nt fairy i have some other name.....
Arsh - I know u r lying to me......ur name is fairy and my mom used to tell me abot all tales in which u gives so many gifts to the little kids like me........u r afraiding me to give any gift dats y u r lying....its not good....
me- Arsh listen dear m ok wid ut tales but let me know who told u m fairy.......uffff dat innocent child pointed towards my pink top's heading.........the sweet n cute fairy......................
huhhhhh............................dat isssss.....
my mom - laughed!!!!!! see how much energy u wasted for thinking all how this kid n his mom knows u......anyhow he passed ur 1 + hr...n u dont even noticed dat....

me- Arsh come wid me.....
Arsh - i shud ask to my mumma...
me to his mumma - hi ur son is so cutee........he talked to me coz m fairy(pointing towards my top) abt whom u told him n coz i lied to him i shud be punished....if u dont have any objection can i take him out in canteen...my mom is sitting dere.....

Arsh's mom - smiled yeah sure...he is such a stupid guy...
me- no he is really smart...n have a gud memory.........he trust u...watever u say to him.......smiled shared in b/w us....

In canteen.....the cute kid chose a kurkure paket ,2 chocolated,one frooti .....dat was the gift 4 him........from fairy.......


What i felt there is....fairies exist 4 true hearted people basically they r kids who are true.......
she sumhow listened Arsh's wish n gifted him in way of me.....I was the medium actually b/w Arsh n fairy.......

Day was special............
Arsh was cute
i realised god is with kids.....n wid true people....
he listen dem....n yup gift dem also....................

Moral  -   choose tops n tshirts wid appropriate quotations.....u don know actually god choose you with ur tops quotes to fulfill someone's wish....lol..........



WITH LOVE 
ADITI

Friday, August 6, 2010

6th aug...2010

hieeee....

Every day is special .......today one may also have sum hidden results included......what lack is self satisfaction,where is it? n y i lost that in last few months...really its strange when u r restless n u don't know y u r.....

The best part of life is you want to share yourself with someone but you don't want to take step towards him.....is dis ego?...nahh i think its fear ..but fear of what??.....no answer...dats all wats revolving around these days in my mind.....what left behind is--studies n studies,else novels ,else music else temple else ........silence......

TODAY I REALISED FINALLY Someone said true....

"When someone cares for us,
we think they are boring us.
But when we really need them,
someone else already liked their care.".............

Need space from this world,from myself.........its too high now......
YES LIFE is sometimes hard when u blessed with good family all comforts but lack of self peace.......self satisfaction.............

enough for today....

With Love
ADITI

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Hiee to all my friend...after a long time again i back to blog writing......unfortunately lost my past blog account....hope will get my all friends here again....


ADITI......